"The heart of hospitality is about creating space for someone to feel seen and heard and loved. It's about declaring your table a safe zone, a place of warmth and nourishment."
Friends, I know you all have long book lists. I know you have six books on your nightstand and you're several years behind and still haven't read The Kite Runner. (Just me?) Or maybe you don't have a book list and you're not a reader. It doesn't matter: I'm going to say the same thing to all of you:
READ. THIS. BOOK.
If I shared all my thoughts about Bread & Wine, this would stop being a blog and get a little too Dear Diary, so I'll keep it short-ish. Ish, because this book is so, so, SO good.
I began reading the same way I tried to read Shauna's other books: nonchalantly, in default mode, the way you'd read a schoolbook. Silly me! A few chapters in, I was totally the awkward girl sniffle-crying and giggling out loud in Starbucks. Bread & Wine sucked me in the same way Cold Tangerines and Bittersweet did, my eyes reading eagerly, heart fully engaged.
Shauna's stories are, in a word, poignant. They sing in that strange harmony of happiness and sadness, where truth swells in your heart until you can feel it stretching. Food, life, love, loss, success, failure, fear, celebration-- she covers it all with a beautiful vulnerability that ushers in comfort and freedom and me too. She speaks directly, honestly, earnestly; but her writing has a lovely lush quality that makes you want to stop and re-read the last sentence just to imagine it again.
I think I love Bread & Wine so much because like Shauna, "I wake up in the morning and I think about dinner. I think about the food and the people and the things we might discover about life and about each other. I think about the sizzle of oil in a pan and the smell of rosemary released with a knife cut." The eating/crafting/growing/vending/making/serving of food is my ultimate hobby. I'm a food person, and my hands are happy and able in the kitchen. If that's you, and your kitchen is your home, this book is for you. But the brilliance of Bread and Wine is that it's also for people whose hands aren't so able in the kitchen, for the most timid of cooks. If your kitchen is a fearful or anxious place, this book is for you too. Shauna's recipes are simple, gentle, unassuming, and filled with delicious ingredients. They are for everyone.
I tried few right away: Bacon-Wrapped Dates, Michigan Harvest Salad (Mitten love!), Goat Cheese Scrambled Eggs, and finally Breakfast Quinoa, after which I tweeted:
Just made my first recipe from #breadandwine by @sniequist: Breakfast quinoa. So good I almost had an emotional breakdown on my couch. #YUM
— Emily Kelsey (@emjkelsey) March 4, 2013
Embarassingly, I attempted the recipe for Flourless Chocolate Brownies, but my friend and I were so taken with the batter that...um...there wasn't really any to bake. We ate it like this instead:
Mmm. It was well worth it. Maybe next time I'll actually finish making them. :)
Bread & Wine also digs deep into the various functions of food: how it nourishes, strengthens, and delights, how it fills us up, how it frustrates and shames. Shauna speaks so beautifully about her own complex relationship with food, which lent strength to my own experience as someone who has both loved and hated food. My very favorite chapter is one called "Swimsuit, Ready or Not", which is exactly what it sounds like. Shauna writes:
"At the beginning of every summer, I have to do a little internal business, organizing my thoughts and my feelings and my phobias, getting myself ready to have everyone I know see me in a piece of clothing that could fit into a sandwich bag. And every summer I tell myself that next year, next year, next year, will be the year I show up at the beach looking like an Olympic beach volleyball player. And then the year is busy and full, and I forget along the way that the top item on my to-do list was "transform myself into a beach goddess." And then I show up at the beach, bruised from my own self-loathing, looking just about the same as I always have."
Yeahhhh. And she follows that up with a recipe for potato salad. POTATO SALAD.
Not, like, a lemon juice fast, or a kale smoothie, or a plan to lose ten pounds by June.
POTATO. SALAD.
Guys, this is why I love Shauna. Because I love the beach, and I love potato salad, and reconciling those two things is really hard. (And because her recipe is simple and yummy- potatoes and crunchy summer veggies and fresh basil and tiny tomatoes and kalamata olives in a tangy vinaigrette. Yum.) And because next year, next year, next year has been my tired chant since age twelve. And because I'm saying goodbye to that chant, swimsuit-ready or not. (Not.)
Oh, also, because in the same passage, Shauna uses the word "underbutt." Teehee.
But mostly, I love Shauna because I've read that passage fifteen times already, and each time my soul exhales a little more. And that's why I love Bread & Wine-- because our souls need less frantic, less clench, and so much more exhale. Because our kitchens need less fear and more celebration. Because the way God weaves our lives together when we come together at the table is nothing short of majestic; and because like Shauna says, life is best at the table.
I'd buy a copy for every single one of you if I could, but in the meantime, you can pre-order Bread and Wine on Amazon! DO THAT! And get Cold Tangerines and Bittersweet while you're at it, because they changed my life in the best way, and I think you'll like them too. And visit Shauna's great blog. Links and Shauna's bio are below.
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Shauna Niequist is the author of Cold Tangerines and Bittersweet, and Bread & Wine. Shauna
grew up in Barrington, Illinois, and then studied English and French
Literature at Westmont College in Santa Barbara. She is married to Aaron, who is a pianist and songwriter. Aaron is a worship leader at Willow Creek and is recording a project called A New Liturgy.
Aaron & Shauna live outside Chicago with their sons, Henry and
Mac. Shauna writes about the beautiful and broken moments of everyday
life--friendship, family, faith, food, marriage, love, babies, books,
celebration, heartache, and all the other things that shape us, delight
us, and reveal to us the heart of God.
http://www.shaunaniequist.com/
http://www.amazon.com/Bread-